Thursday, December 17, 2009
goodmorning world!
today, or rather, this morning. mary woke at 6 just to go to church with her dad and sister for confession.yay mary!well, after which we went for breakfast, so thats a good 'yay!'
im surprised i could even wake up.
now im so stoned, and full, but i cant sleep. 1.im full. 2.ill only sleep for about an hour before i gotta wake and head out.
so well, decided to come online.and theres obviously nothing to do. so im still stoning a bit.
oh! playing cs in the morning feeling stoned really tests your skills.and no, it does not help jumpstart your body systems. maybe if i played with friends.. thats a different story.
i need to find something to do online or rather, play a new game or something.if i had guitar hero, id be playing that. haha.
so anyhow, the years coming to an end. bummer. but a new one starts! yay! i hope? well, like what some people say, its kinda scary.time flies. not sure if this year was any good. in the sense that if this year was productive, was the time spent well, was whatever you did done with well, shrugs, any good?
a year passes, resolutions done, or in most cases, totally forgotten. well, its about time to start thinking of new do-able ones.ahhaha. i had one this year which was totally fun and do-able. that is : try at least 5 new things. (: and i think i completed that or maybe exceeded.ahhaha. hmmmm...
- white water rafting
-standing under a waterfall
-rubber tapping
-pillion rider on a bike
-jumping hurdles
-ran about 5km (not exactly new, but it was a track event!ive never taken part in one before!)
-bouldering
-night cycling
thats about it i guess!if i were to list the new food ive tried this year..HUR HUR. hahah. oh!theres one new thing im about to do!
-pick strawberries!
ahah.yeah!familys heading to cameron highlands this christmas.we're gonna go to a strawberry field. (: kinda excited about that. but then i wonder, do strawberries grow all year round?what if, there arent any strawberries when we're there!? well, i hope there are. (:
touch camp happening tmr till sat. im honestly very excited. my first touch camp![i missed lasts years ): ] though camp is a short 2 days, im really pretty excited.maybe not so excited about the trng bit, but hey!who'd know right?
CHRISTMAS IS NEXT WEEK!
YAYYY!
i loveee christmas.apart from the presents, it means good foood!welll ok, theres also all the love from the family and meetings up with friends and all the smiles and love and warmth. but, FOOD.omgah.cannooott wait. ((: and and..fruit cake!MMMMMMM!
im getting all excited just thinking about food.im sucha pig.hahaha.ok, i love presents too.who doesnt!i really wonder what my parents are gonna get me this year!like what my elder sister always says:money is the best luh. hahaah!
movies i cant wait to come out:
-sherlock holmes
-the imaginarium of dr parnasus
-alice in wonderland
(((:
ok.shall go do something a little more..er..productive. haha. many loves!
; SILENCE
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
according to you,
i'm stupid, i'm useless, i can't do anything right.
according to you,
i'm difficult, hard to please, forever changing my mind.
i'm a mess in a dress,
can't show up on time even if it would save my life.
according to you, according to you.
orianthi - according to you
this girl's awesome on the guitar, she played for michael jackson and all
major massively powerful celebrities with awesome concerts.
great aye? you should watch her video to this song.it really shows you
how awesome her guitar skills are.they actually put a camera on the neck/frets bit
of the guitar [sorry, dont know what its called] and show you moving her fingers with
practiced ease as she hits all the great notes.
ah shucks.just when i thought i had time to post up a decent post, i gotta run.
later!
; SILENCE
Monday, December 07, 2009
if only you saw the greatness you have in you
; SILENCE
msts msts msts.
gah.wont you just disappear!
anyhow,just one last week of school.cannot wait till mark that one last fullstop on my exam script on friday.woooh!just wanna go and play!and climb!and roll on the mud!and eat strawberries!and..ahhh...the holidays.
but for now.studyyyy.
i can do this!
ive almost got it under control.
3 weeks passed, eternity to go.
; SILENCE
Sunday, November 29, 2009
pretty interesting.and thought provoking
The olympic creed
The most important thing in the
Olympic Games is not to win, but
to take part, just as the most
important thing in life is not the
triumph, but the struggle.
; SILENCE
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
If i walk would you run
If i stop would you come
If i say you're the one would you believe me
If i ask you to stay would you show me the way
Tell me what to say so you don't leave me
The world is catching up to you
While your running away to chase your dream
It's time for us to make a move cause we are asking one another to change
And maybe i'm not ready
Chorus
But i'm trying for your love
I can hide up above
I will try for your love
We've been hiding enough
If i sing you a song would you sing along
Or wait till i'm gone, oh how we push and pull
If i give you my heart would you just play the part
Or tell me it's the start of something beautiful
Am i catching up to you
While your running away, to chase your dreams
It's time for us to face the truth cause we are coming to each other to change
And maybe i'm not ready
Chorus
But i'm trying for your love
I can hide up above
I will try for your love
We've been hiding enough
I will try for your love
I can hide up above
If i walk would you run
If i stop would you come
If i say you're the one would you believe me
asher brooke -try
everyone should hear this song.
; SILENCE
Friday, November 20, 2009
a lot has been happening recently.some good, some bad. but hey, life works like that right? -shrugs
sometimes i wonder, why cant life be a step by step process all clearly marked out for you. what to do, what to think, how to behave, what i should be doing etc. like a guide. was having this convo with t just yesterday. if only life was that simple, less complicated, or rather, just straightforward and people know how to deal with it.
i guess as the world changes and morphs into whatever, the society changes, the thinking and mindset changes, and behaviours and everything we do just reflect whats happening around us. and like, we dont know why but we do stupid things sometimes.all because, maybe,at that moment it just felt like something i should do. or, i just wanted to do it. i dont know. all flawed human beings trying to correct themselves in hope they become better.
im on the path to change!
been slacking around too much. but how does one change something that theyve been doing for the past 15over years of their life? its like, major alterations. i can do anything i set my mind to. thats right. its whether i can keep to it, or start at it to begin with. worried too many people. disappointed to many people. it about time i guess. hopefully this time i really get started and stick to it. im determined. just how long this determination lasts, is a really good question.
give me 3 months, and ill be on my own.i just need to get stronger.believe in me.please?
time for change!
christmas is coming. i cant wait really. its one really happy occasion. no matter how shitty your day could be, around christmas time, your gloomy mood wouldnt last long. its a weird phenomenon. but somehow its true. its just.. christmas spirit!ahah.
anyway, off to sleep.need it.
goodnight world!
oh star! oh star!
i wish upon you tonight.
i wish to have a hand to hold,
a shoulder to lean on,
a face to see in the moonlight.
i wish to know the thoughts,
the feelings,
and give a kiss goodnight.
i wish and hope
of all things in the world,
i'll dream of you
and see you in the sunlight.
; SILENCE
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
this is just the sweetest song ever.
kate nash- nicest thing
All I know is that you're so nice
You're the nicest thing I've seen
I wish that we could give it a go
See if we could be something
I wish I was your favourite girl
I wish you thought I was the reason you are in the world
I wish my smile was your favourite kind of smile
I wish the way that I dressed was your favourite kind of style
I wish you couldn't figure me out
But you'd always wanna know what I was about
I wish you'd hold my hand when I was upset
I wish you'd never forget the look on my face when we first met
I wish you had a favourite beauty spot
That you loved secretly because it was on a hidden bit that nobody else could see
Basically, I wish that you loved me
I wish that you needed me
I wish that you knew when I said two sugars actually I meant three
I wish that without me your heart would break
Yeah I wish that without me you'd be spending the rest of your nights awake
I wish that without me you couldn't eat
Yeah I wish I was the last thing on your mind before you went to sleep
Look all I know is that you're the nicest thing I've ever seen
And I wish we could see if we could be something
Yeah I wish we could see if we could be something
; SILENCE
